Personal Arif

Assalamualaikum Im now is 19. My life kinda evolves around computers, less people, less new experiences, less touring and less thinking (most of the time I just playing fantasize ). Much of math ah I think -.- After 19 years of my life, just today i realized, something that I have never seen before. Believe is a subjective. Not an option nor an objective. You can said that you believe,your heart and your mind said it too, but just your actions will shows either you were believing or not. When "I trust you" being said, that might means "I give you something important for you or myself to hold on, and lets see either you worth for it or not" or "please don't disappoint me anymore". Someone might shows 'awww, thank you so much!' after hearing that comfortable words. Others might be 'hmm, I wonder is he telling the truth or not' Might. There is no such words to use to describe the highest believe from someone to another. Only afterward acti...

I'm one of UiTM student. I have my own attitude, my own style, my own how-I-make-my day, my own thinking. Dear Miss. Back then, someone told me that you hate whoever miss your class, or came late. It is likely shows that they were taking advantage of your kindness, your soft hearted, your just-keep-silent style. And, eventually, I was one of them. Yes I randomly came late to your class and worst, sometimes I purposely missed it. But, dear my dearest Miss. The thing like 'taking advantage of your kindness, your soft hearted, your just-keep-silent style' never ever crossed my mind before. Never. I adore you. As a student, of course I love you for treating us like we were friend, sister and brother. And, yes, you were our beloved sister. Even thou, it has passed for more than 1 year; 2 sems. I still din't have the courage to say 'I'm sorry Miss, I'm so sorry'